puckmywaffles:

Puck frowned at what Kurt said. Why wouldn’t he want to?? That was silly; he always wanted to. Something was off with Kurt. He ignored the question and instead went right to the point. “Hold up there, sweetcheeks. What’s going on?” he asked, a serious look on his face as he pulled away enough and turned Kurt around so that he was looking into his eyes. “I always wanna have sex with you.” Seriously, Kurt was the one who usually didn’t want things like car sex, which would’ve been totally hot, and Puck just tried to behave. But Kurt just sounded so off right now from what he knew about him and he wasn’t going to let it go just like that.

Kurt huffed when Puck made it so he couldn’t avoid him, nor hide his face. Well that just stunk. Frowning he tried to put it into words. Speaking about his insecurities was something he liked to avoid at all costs but he’d slipped up. “My um…I have…the accident.” he frowned again, mad at himself for not being able to just spit it out. “I have ugly scars now and they’re not helping the way I feel about myself.” Kurt just let it all out with a pout. “Happy?” he hid his face in the crook of Puck’s neck, blushing deeply. He just really hated saying things like that. It made him sound so shallow and vain but that’s just how he was. Some times he could be confident but other times he just felt like he wasn’t good enough. Just like everyone had their ups and downs, so did he. “I miss you Noah, I don’t want to talk about this. I want to cuddle up to you and to talk, since I can’t really do much of anything without hurting.”

puckmywaffles:

Puck knocked twice on the door to Kurt’s room before entering, a small bouquet of spring flowers in his hand picked right out of his neighbor’s yard. “Wake up sleepyhead,” he teased lightly as he went in and placed the flowers into a vase. He’d taken off to go home and shower and eat on Burt’s insistence and now he was back.

He parted the shades on the window a bit to take a look outside before pulling them open to let the sunshine in. “Wow it must be really dull to be stuck in here,” he commented before walking over to Kurt’s bedside and leaning down to finally kiss him. He squeezed onto the bed with him, forcing Kurt to scoot over a little bit. “It’d be pretty cool to have sex in the hospital,” he commented off-handedly, not even seriously considering it; it was but a passing thought and he was just being Puck.

Kurt was seriously sick of being stuck in the hospital. He’d practically begged to be let go but everyone protested against it. When Puck came to visit he’d been half alseep. The smell of flowers and his fiance’s teasing voice making him stir. Opening his eyes he saw the bouquet and his wonderful man, what a lovely sight to wake up to. “Hey there handsome.” he smiled brightly. He kissed him back his eyes fluttering shut. Being stuck here had a serious disadvantage when it came to his love life. He really missed being able to wake up next to Puck and having him kiss him in the morning. It’s quite the habit he’d grown into.

However sex or even being naked around each other wasn’t going to be an option for a long time. This had opened up a whole new world of insecurities for Kurt and he just really hated feeling like he did when he looked at those ugly scars. Laughing in a bit of a sarcastic way he rested his head on Puck’s chest to hide his uneasiness. “I doubt you’d want to.” he said in a joking manner (or what he thought was a playful tone). Kurt nuzzled his face into his fiance’s chest he planted a soft kiss onto his shoulder. “So what have you been up to today Puckles?” Kurt asked in order to distract him from his slip up.

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I kind of had to fight with my dad to get him to let me post something. Just so everyone knows, I’m perfectly fine. The injuries were minor for the kind of accident I was in. In due time I’ll be just great but know that I won’t be able to respond to this post. I can however text. My father is taking away the laptop now but I love you guys and I miss everyone.

OOC; Under cut for trigger warning, also massive tears warning. But don’t worry no one dies.

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I need to go pick up some food from the store. On foot. Ugh. Oh well I’ll be back in ten minutes tops. See you guys! Don’t have too much fun without me.

shark-stjames:

Jesse St. James here.

Hello, surprising to see you here St. James. Even if I transfer I can’t get rid of you. What a shame.